Love my red hair

A little over a month ago I went back to being a red head and I love it. What I don't love
: dying my hair every 2-3 weeks and damaging the shit or of it. Thinking of going to henna dyes.

Migraines and suicide

I have migraines. I have suffered from migraines since I was about 15. I have more than a couple triggers. I know them but they still manage to find there way into my life. My husband after 9 years still doesn't understand the suicidal feelings. When you suffer from pain more intense than much anything else in the world all you can think of is how to get away from it. I have never felt so claustrophobic as when I'm in the middle of a bad migraine. I'm starting to fear a stroke. Or brain aneurysm. I'm sick of the pain.I'm sick of the misunderstanding.

Bleh

Been super sick. I barged so hard I threw myback out just getting any sleep at all last night was horrible. Considering I hadn't slept in damn near 24 hours you'd think I would have knocked right it, but no, my insomnia kicked into high gear. Barely escaped about 3 panic attacks. I blame it on all the stupid passion pills I've been taking for my back. I refuse to take any right now because I'm sure it made Wednesday worse. It was either a really bad migraine coupled with a panic attack or the worst case of good poisoning I've ever had. Either way I was pretty miserable. I told Andrew just wanted to die about 10 times, and truly I did. That was one of the worst nights I've had in over a year.

northern people in the south

Dear people from the North,

Please take your surly attitude back up North.

If I call you "honey," "sweetie," "sweetheart," "hun," or anything mildly related, take it as a compliment that I felt compelled to be overly nice to you. DO NOT tell me that "it's rude," because then I'll have to show you what rude is. I'll have you know that you are in the South, not the other way around sweetheart. If you would rather I call you bitch, since that's what you are, I gladly will.

-insert mic drop-

Signed,

Every Southern Person in Hospitality

easy going saturday

Enjoying a slow Saturday at the house with my hubby today. Waiting to hear back from Mom. Maybe I can finally get some girl time. I feel like I don't really have any girlfriends lately. My closest friend is too busy with the one friend that betrayed me in May, (dramaaaaa) and my only other chick friends are either broke or don't like to shop. I don't feel comfortable asking acquaintances to go so I'll just sit here for a while until I decide to go by myself or drag Andrew along,

I still can't type with my finger btw. This is getting really lame.

Wonder what time it is?

Could it be foo foos time?

Loser

I'm really going nowhere fast. My blog is a lot like my etsy.views but no bites. I'm going to just start doing this like a diary and you ass butts can just deal with my insanity. No one ever comments. Which in this day and age of internetting I find fucking bizarre. How y'all are ready for shut to get weird.

Etsy

I wish I could have just a touch more luck on etsy. Am I the only artist out there who is having a really hard time finding customers? People seem to love my stuff. I constantly stay at about 100 faves and over 100 views a month. Considering I don't have a following, I think that's decent. Any one feel like dropping hints please do.

Thrift shopping

I've been thrift shopping with the hubby today. Still amazed at how much better and cheaper my jewelery its compared to what's available out here central Florida...
Check out my etsy for done cool items. I will be adding a new line of adorable stuffed animals shortly.